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2005-11-05T21:55:00.000-08:00

w0w....long time never update blog le. LOL. I think is due to my lazy-ness bahs. ^^ I've spent my first one week of h0ls doing nothing really impressing. hahas. But i'm proud of ONE thing! I've sort of came up with a classical music! hahas! But i compose till half way only. =// I shall continue on it when i have the "inspiration". =X

There's still 6 weeks of holiday left...and i'm borred. REAL bored. I'm not sure if i'm going overseas anot. Which is like very saddening luhh. I want to go k0rea wif my darrliings..! hahas!

Myy darrlinggs....long time no see le w0rhs....wonder how are they doing...shld be quite fine bahs! =)) i missed them. aww~

Friday was sl's birthday and I didn't celebrate it with her. Neither did sy. so sadd huhh..we're drifting apart le bahhs. =(( ddarrlinggs!!! attention pls! ii missedd yyaa!!! wee~

2005-10-23T02:35:00.001-07:00

ARrrhHhh...! Finally reached home le! It feels like it've been a long long time....when it's like only a merely 3 days 2 nights trip?m LOL. okay so, the journey there was TERRIBLE. It was rediculously terrible. There were traffic jam through out the causeway until we reached the m'sia custom. It was SQUEEZY! and a damn one. 4 people sitting at the back seat when its like supposingly for a 3? ( ps ; it was like 4 adults with bags , dvd player, etc etc and a BIG bag of snacks!)

Anyway, i was on the verge of throwing out the noodles i had for recess. (: So mum suggested that i pop some mints to make me feel better. I Did.

The journey took around 2 hrs? SPECIAL thanks for mum's driving experience in and out of m'sia. Thank goodness! CLAP CLAP CLAP! =)

So we finally reached our destination. PHEW~ I vowed not to go along with them anymore. NONONO! if we have to travel for hours in a car lah. But i'll be glad to travel by planes! =P
My relatives/family had their dinner at a seafood restaurant but two of my cousins did not wan to. My stomach was like churned at the sight of food and it was terrible. In the end we still had dinner. But it was a light one. So we were sitting comfortably on the sofa while having dinner. =))

We went to Kota Tingi the next day which was rediculously horrible? A few waterfalls , a half- dozen stalls , makes up the Kota Tingi. =XXX. zZz.

We went to the club house after we finished showering and stuff. We played pool! *winks* We booked a room and the pool table was HUGE. Yeah , compared to the pool table i normally play. So it was tough for us to play as our hands aint long enough to do so! zZz. Only me and yiling played pool. Jiahan did not know how to play so she sat on the sofa watching us. Then after awhile she decided that she wants to have a try then i asked her to go and get a "q" ( the long stick thingy) . But the person said NO! The reason was that only people above the age of 16 are permitted to play. She do not have the 16 yrs-look so the poor her was left with nothing to do. LOL. I didn't know that there are age limit! =//.

Anyway, I did not really had a good time. =((

2005-10-23T02:35:00.000-07:00

2005-10-13T18:03:00.000-07:00

w0w...longg time never blogg le...hehe! i laZy marhhs.so lets start from yeesterday. yesterday met with shanmeii and both of us went to quite alot of places bahhs.=) our first destination was raffles city.followed by raffles place, funan it mall, sg river, suntect city den esplanade. LOL. it was fun bahhs. bud it will be even MORE fun if two of myy darrlings were there with us.kimmy and huiwen. =))

so, both of us were giggling and chatting all the way bahhs. =X esp with shanmeii!!! i just cant stop luffing and giggling. LOL. coz her luffter is ~~contagious~~ . hahas. we kept on walking and walking till my leg ache arhhs, snapped lots of photos too. =)) . At around 5 plus, we walked back to suntect to have our dinner. we took pictures at there too! LOL. then after dat we went to take train back home. +))

went out continuously for three days le. which is like quite tiring. coz most of the time we were walking and not siting. except for our meals. so today i'm hiting town again. this time is with myy DEARRIE, sanyee. yeahhs! LOL. later meeting her at around 11 sumthing. =)) i guess something funny is about to happen today. of coz!!! coz sanyee is around. bleahs.

2005-10-10T01:15:00.000-07:00

went to changi airport on Saturday....with yiling, her fwend songquan and Troy. went there to study at the Mac. It was kinda crowded luhh... Many students were studying too. The Mac's manager came over to out table and told us that we are not suppose to be studying here as its an fast outlet and not a ~~LIBRARY~~ . LOL. we did not gib a damn and carried on studying and toking crapps. =X. we reached there at around 2 sumthing den left there at around 7 plusplus.

after that we took the sky train and went to terminal 1 for our dinner at subway. =)) we planned to do a little bit of revision at Subway after our dinner but we could not resis the temptation of the pool table! LOL. we went to play pool for about 2 hours . So we left the airport at 9 sumthing den took the mrt to jurongeast. Walked passed the 7 eleven. den dunoe why suddenly feeling depressed. guess its because i saw many many couples walked passed mi happily which caused to me to think of him again. Haix. Den ~~WANTED~~ to buy ".........". suddenly feel the URGE. but yiling managed to pull mi away after much arguments blablabla. haix. i scolded her and felt so bad about it.

p s : darling i'm sorry.

2005-10-06T00:42:00.000-07:00

Today sat for my maths and science paper. Maths paper one was errm....quite ~~cheeky~~ bahhs. LOL . paper was set by ms SHARON lee. It was quite manageble except for a few qtns bahhs. Some of the answers to the qtn is quite simple deh budden she rephrase the qtns till lyk very difficult when its actually NOT! wad the hell. make mi panick lky hell. LOL. so anyway, i think i did not do very badly bahs. =X

okayy so there was break in between the two papers, i was lyk during some last minute revision for my science. i just could not get those definitions of the chemicals blablabla into my headd. and dere i m panicking and my dearr darlings kept asking mi to enjoy> the art of relaxation . LOL. i haf a bunch of lovely and interesting fwends. =))

so back to the science paper, i guess i screwed it... but not so badlyy luhh. Finally passed all those important papers and stressed stuff! Felt really good. Now dere's only two more subjects to study forr and next wed will be the end of exminations! kekeke. i've been thinking about the activities i'll haf after exams when i'm suppose to study. Hahas. But just cant help it. LOL.

Anyway, those wonderful moments is coming soon! But its still a awful wait till that day. Well, i'll just haf to bear with it. =X So just now after my last paper i went o kfc with my two dearies and had a wonderful time there. LOL . we were craping about alot of stuff and all. Topics just kept coming into our minds and we just say it our loud! LOL. we always hab loads of topics to tok about. =))

Hab to decorate my blogg but i'm sick and frustrated from it! those pictures just wont go where i want it to mi which pissed mi lots. ughh.So below are some pictures taken last last week. =X

2005-10-05T01:05:00.000-07:00

Okie...so...sat for my english and ge0g paper..just now. before the paper i was panicking luhh. yeahhs. and kimiie was trying to calm mi down.but to no avail huhh? hahas. so anyway, i din really screw it. i guess i've tried my very best le.no mar what the results are i will still be happy with it bahs. =))

so just now went to find some pictures for my blogg. it was ~~DAMN~~ plain luhh. So i gonna decorate it and make it a nice and GEOGOUS one.

there's still papers tomorrow. maths paper one and science. later needa mugg le. after i do finish my things bahs.

so here are some photos taken last week.=X

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needa mugg le. ughh.

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2005-10-04T02:29:00.000-07:00

okie so...i guess i'm turning from a decent girl to a bad girl le bahs. =(( haix. its all because of him. i told my dear darling in school yesterday. they were HORRIFIED.yeahhs. it was kind of ~~UNEXPECTED~~ luhh. well , i've already done it and there is no point thinking about it anymore. the present mi is still controlling myself. i've promised them that i will not touch it anymore. NEVER. and i truly hoped that i can do it. =)) i believe that i can do it.

so dere's paper tomorrow. english paper and geog paper. i'm quite prepared for geog bud not for english.LOL okie, so lata still needa revise geog. tonight till 12 plus then can sleep bahhs.=X zZz.

here's some photos taken last week. =))http://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/purpleillusions/23-09-05_1507.jpg

http://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/purpleillusions/23-09-05_1817.jpg

http://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/purpleillusions/23-09-05_1818.jpg

2005-09-27T00:41:00.000-07:00

Today was a hard day for me in school...almost broke out in the morning while walking to school wiib myy darling, Janice.=)) Well, we talked as we walked and the topic was on him...Haix...i still failed to do the things that i was suppose to do. e.g, forget abt him and get on with my life. okay, enough of him.

i'm kinda sick of blogging things and things about him almost every entry. i'm sick. REAL sick. But i just cant help it. i'm sick of thinking of him everyday and night. i'm sick of remembering the images of them together...i'm sick of knowing things about them...how they're progressing etc. i'm sick of crying over him...and affecting my work...getting unsightly swollen eyes from all the crying...and stuff. haix.

So today she sobbed when she called him and he just simply put down the phone the minute he heard her name. I felt really angry. How could he do this to her? Guys just simply don't care about girl's feelings...blablabla. They're just so cold-blooded. After having been in quite alot of relationships, things were always repeating themselves again and again. It's always the same excuses. I've had quite enough. I promised myself that i will not go into a relationship for quite some time. i need to cool down and not let other people have a chance to hurt me. My friends can do their job by making me happy. Without guys, my lyfe will be better. or even better. From now onwards, i will try not to think of him anymore and get on with my life. That's the only way out afterall.

darlings, yyew people rawk my worldd.=DD

2005-09-26T00:21:00.001-07:00

Okayy. so this few days i've been doing alot of thinking. yepps. him included, of course. I've came to a decision and that to forget the past and to start anew, so as to make me feel better. Coz i will not think of him anymore.

But the moment i saw couples walking together holding hands, i'll be remembered of the day i saw him with his gf at orchard. Images of them together kept reappearing in my mind. i WANT to forget abt him. i really want to. But i just cant. You people may thinks that when dere's willingness, there's a way. i am willing to forget the past, bud i cant.

Just received a call from my cousin saying that she saw him and his gf at jurong point. I am now breaking into tears....i cant really accept the fact that the "past us" is gone for now, and forever. CANT! ohh god..please...if i hab a chance, i will not let this happen. NONONO!!!

Just now my friend told me things about them...i'm damn sadd.. i noe that i cant change teh fact that they are dating.

don't speak... I know just what you're saying.. so please stop explaining...don't tell me cause it hurts...I know what you're thinking...

PLEASE...! gawdd....can u just let them break? (i noe that i'm being a selfish idiot, bud i just cant help it...) Can u let the girl die? ~~DIE?~~ can you let the girl ~~VANISH~~? can u stop the girl from clinging onto him anymore? can you PRETTY please stop the girl from getting any closer from him? she's such an idiotic SLUT.

people who are reading my blog now, if i blogged about something that offended you, i'm sorry.Truly sorry. I just cant control my emotions....

i guess the only way for me to forget the past is to haf a brain-wash.serious.

2005-09-26T00:21:00.000-07:00

Okayy. so this few days i've been doing alot of thinking. yepps. him included, of course. I've came to a decision and that to forget the past and to start anew, so as to make me feel better. Coz i will not think of him anymore.

But the moment i saw couples walking together holding hands, i'll be remembered of the day i saw him with his gf at orchard. Images of them together kept reappearing in my mind. i WANT to forget abt him. i really want to. But i just cant. You people may thinks that when dere's willingness, there's a way. i am willing to forget the past, bud i cant.

Just received a call from my cousin saying that she saw him and his gf at jurong point. I am now breaking into tears....i cant really accept the fact that the "past us" is gone for now, and forever. CANT! ohh god..please...if i hab a chance, i will not let this happen. NONONO!!!

Just now my friend told me things about them...i'm damn sadd.. i noe that i cant change teh fact that they are dating.

don't speak... I know just what you're saying.. so please stop explaining...don't tell me cause it hurts...I know what you're thinking...

PLEASE...! gawdd....can u just let them break? (i noe that i'm being a selfish idiot, bud i just cant help it...) Can u let the girl die? DIE? can you let the girl VANISH? can u stop the girl from clinging onto him anymore? can you PRETTY please stop the girl from getting any closer from him? she's such an idiotic SLUT.

people who are reading my blog now, if i blogged about something that offended you, i'm sorry.Truly sorry. I just cant control my emotions....

i guess the only way for me to forget the past is to haf a brain-wash.serious.

2005-09-22T02:04:00.000-07:00

It gonna be a week soon..The sound of doors slaming woke mi up this morning (3 sumthing). so anyway, i wanted to go back to sleep but i just laid there. It seemed that yesterday that it all happened. Sometimes i wonder if i ever get tired of waking up and missing everything...Maybe i got used to it...I got really really sad, but tears wont fall anymore.I'm tired of crying....the pain is still there...but i'm really tired..really..and i'll just have to live with it.

I can see that he hab moved on. I know he is happy with his present life now. I know they are happy together but i just cant get over. I know that i still miss him. He's happy, thats all i can ask for. There is happiness, just that i am not part of it making it. I am happy if he's happy...

Long time since i updated huhh. What can i say? I am a busy girl! =) I hab activities on almost everyday. Even Saturdays. i hab piano lessons. LOL.

2005-09-19T02:09:00.000-07:00

hMm.....longg time nv update blog le....eversince september's h0ls bahhs. =X Alright, so al0t of things hab happened to mi dis few weeks. i'm still in the process of learning how to accept facts. Facts dat are impossible to change. I guess i'm still unable to accept dat he is going to leave my lyfe . Now and f0rever. And now as i'm blogg-ing, i'm on the verge of breaking down. oHh gaWdD. How the hell am i gonna do anything right at this state.

haix, i've hab a maths common test today. topics were on simultaneous equations and the graph stuff. I've flunked it on the 1st qtn i attended. 6 marks! oh god. bUt. haix. was kiinda sadd luhh. Den evon cheered mi up by saying some encouraging stuff lik, dere's still a end year paper. It din make mi feel any better. But anyway, thanks for that.=))

Guess because of him, my moods were affected too. On top of my mood swings. =X Just cant control my emotions at times. People, please forgib mi if i'd did anything or say anything dat offended yya.

Myy darlings were pretty good to mi. They were wib mi when i broke down uncrotrollably , feeling down, etc. I guess i would not haf endured this hardship without them supporting mi. A grateful girlie i m , is very grateful and thankful for that. Hey darlings , i really appreciate that.

2005-09-02T02:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to Bugis with sanyee den meet ahmah at the entrance infront of the Seiyu shopping centre.yepps. enjoyed their companion!l0ls.i Bougth myy purple top le!!! so happie worhhs.Longed to own this purple top.l0ls.shall blogg till here le.rushing for time! oh yeah.i put canon in d the song in my blog le! nice~!

Evon, tHankiiew so much worhhs!

u guys rawk my world.

2005-08-31T18:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to orchard to meet ahmah, shilin and lastly my dearest sanyee! Wha...i realised that i haven met them since a long long time...(sanyee excluded) We met at the traffic junction there then saw them walking towards mi. So happie nehh! Then when i saw them, i gave ahmah a hug! a HUGE hug i suppose.l0ls.

After that we walked to cinileisure to take neo! Mi 1st time take wib ahmah worhhs! Took two machines.The last machine's outcome was better. The 1st machine was not that good bahhs.=X

okie, after that went to eat lunch, crap crap crap. Recalled all those "precious" moments we hab when we were in pre-sch. That was fun man!i mean during that period we do hab that much stress as we hab now. hAix. We talked about the eco-field trip too! l0ls. kiinda fun yar?! =DD

Today we still meeting at bugis!!! i wanna buy a tank top i saw at Edge on Sunday. Hmm..i think i going to sy's house first(according to sy), then meet shilin and ahmah at bugis junction bahs. =))

Poorly mii habing sore-throat now. haix.

2005-08-30T20:07:00.000-07:00

hMm...quite al0t of days never blog le. Kinda busy this few days...haix. i still hab l0ts and tons of hmwk haven do! die le. =X i still hav to finish my theory hmwk plus corrections...hav to practise exam pieces...tuition hmwk...and ya! i shall OFFICIALY announced that YOURS TRULY hab her first tuition eversince pre-sch on monday! it was erm..the tutor was quite good...she explains to me and i understands it well. yeahh! g00dy mii! =))

l0ls. things that happened to mi this few days was quite ermm...how am i gonna say? hMm...let mi start from the last weekend. met him....tok tok tok...bla bla bla...then well...things are going fine for the both of us...yeahh..i realli do enjoy his companion. he makes me laugh...makes me smile...makes me thinks that i am the most blessed girl in the world to hab him..well..we wasn't REALLY dating...but he kind of requested it...asked if i would be his blablabla. so of coz i was stunned as well as happy.but once i remember the "things" that he told mi.. blablabla...i wasn't happy.i would feel disgusted. really. so i guess...i wasn't going to accept hiim. yeahh..and that's it. i shan't think about it anymore. ( trying to)

i promised myself that i would really spend all my time on studies and not on relationships eversince my last breakup with "him". Well, after having several experiences with blablabla, i do not seems to know what i really wanted.I just do not seems to really treasure him and when he leaves, i would then know his importance to me. anyway, starting a new relationship means the start of a journey with a person. and when the journey ends, is oso means that it is time for our relationship to come to an end.

Later in the afternoon gonna meet sy le! missed her mann! l0ls. we will probably be having lunch together and gonna catch a movie later on.

when will i be meeting my boy? the boy who will provide all my needs.the boy who will be with me through all ups and downs?

hopes that it will be PRETTY soon. =DD

2005-08-25T23:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a TERRIBLE, SAD and UNBEARABLE night.

whyy? why did it happen to meii?whyy did he do dat to meii?

Now, i simply hate him to the core mann. i wanna kill him. kill him for all the stuff he had done to make our lives so miserable. i promised.i will.we had planned to go to his tuition centre and find hiim.

We will not let him slip off . Boy, we WONT. we gonna ask him fer a reason. a VALID reason. if not we ought'a bash him mann.he simply deserves it. wad a idiotic and irresponsible guyy.

i NOT gonna forget ytd's night. it was a painful and undurable one.

aniwae, after school today.i went straight home. Meii juz came back from sch, wib her fwend and mum. its "dat time of the mth" again. She hab got stomach cramp and from the look in her eyes, i know that it realli hurts. She lay on her bed and i did what was necessary and here i m using the computer after she slept soundly in bed.

later dunoe still got go town anot. To the i-models company which is in P.S. I think most probably we'l miss the trip as her stomach still hurts. Pherhaps we shall change the appointment time.=))

looking forwardd to the trip.=))

2005-08-24T23:41:00.000-07:00

Another ~~BORING~~day at school bahs.i guess.=X

flunked another test paper this week.TODAY. ii guess i suck at pratically EVERYTHING. realli.i'm serious.This is no joke.

Guess what? i have not finished my theory homework. Have not done any revision on Mesuration which will be tested tomorrow. I gonna flunk another paper tomorrow.or so i guess.^.^''

ii guess that my progress cardd will be filled with red marks.The sight of it makes mi wanna puke.-.-

Apart from all those WONDERFUL moments myy lovelyy fwends hab given mi in school, i'm realli feeling miserable or terrible deep down in my heart. I'm at loss on what to do next.

Can someone direct mi on the right path?

haix.=(

2005-08-24T01:26:00.000-07:00

haiix, i flunked my sci paper today. sign. There's a chinese test tomorrow which i had not studied for errm,weeks or mths ever since the last test? *woots* There's a maths test on Mesuration on Friday.Ohh gaWd. How am i gonna cope with this? plus my lots of theory which i hab not yet finish.ughh!

i just CAN'T do well in Maths no matter how much effort i put in.haix.i'm pretty sad you know? sob sob.gonna get back progress card le.before september hols bahs.ugh! i failed countless of maths tests.oh gawDd! i wan to slp!

i am sleepy could i not study please? pretty please wib wonka bars on top? *stares "adorably","inocently","prettily" and tiredly into the screen .

i was skipping and skiping and skiping for the past few days. i was staring at the miror looking at hair floopping up and down .AND i looked lower,i saw boobies going up down up down up down with mi. i WAS HORRIFIED !is dere a word worst than horrified ?

will my boobs sag ?

some people may say that i m slow...coz i was like skipping for the past few days den i realised that my boobs jumped along with mi .WILL it sag ? or rather go lose or something ?i don wanna see nipples hanging somewhere near my belly buttons when i am old! [imagine ppl .IMAGINE! ]

i guess thats when good bras come in . Good bras offer 1. SUPPORT 2. COMFORT 3. STABILITY. My dear -darlings- Now that we are growing,we need GOOD support you know ?Don't think that good bras are expensive and a total waste of money. YOU ARE DAMN WRONG MY GIRL! cos a stupid bra or lousy one will go out of place when you are jogging or doing excercises during pe. Now its not very nice if you need to tug your bras
in place whenever you jog right or when you skip or do anything vigorous=))

Not to mention that they are comfortable,soft bla bla bla .the pattern/designs on the bras are oso very nice ok! =) oh well, its up to you to decide anyway . =)) =)) Well of coz,now i skip, my bra wont like go upwards luhh. It's just the "you know" thingy that worries me now. Sign~

2005-08-22T02:07:00.000-07:00

wOohOo~! longg tyme never blog le...whyy? coz i was busy and i CAN'T be ~~BOTHERED~~ to blog.L0LS.

okayy...so nowadays...sko0l realli suCkx.yyeah.dUe to D0SE boring lessons we haf to go through everyday and facing those teachers' face makes mi wanna PUKE. ahem.serious. dun luff.

haiix. i CAN'T do my maths!!! and i realli suck at it.whyy? basically its either becoz the student(which is mi) is lazy or refuses to study or the TEACHER's teaching ~~SUCK~~. and for my case. Honestly, the problem is wib the TEACHER. dis teacher of mine, dun haf basic knowledge like other teacher's.for example, patience. PATIENCE is the most IMPORTANT factor in the process of teaching. He was always yelling and shouting at us and he expects that those "formulaes" will get in our head.oh GAWD. I think that he seriously needs to have some "brain stroming" before he teaches us any further. Aniwae, he realli sucks.

do ya agree wib mi?i honestly think dat u do.

as happy as everr-

2005-08-18T01:33:00.000-07:00

i missedd ~~HIM~~.d0ts.dreamt of him last night.l0ls.We were dating at TOWN.l0ls.uLONGu time never go town le.although its only a couple of days, i missed those crowed places filling with people every second every minute.=)

well,enough of that.i WILL get used to ~~SINGLEHOOD~~.oh baby,i'm ENJOYING every minute every second of freedom WITHOUT having someone controlling or RESTRICTING me to do whatever i want.

ii will NEVER regret ending this relationship. U do ~~NOT~~worth my love for u.remember this and get it throughh your head.Because of you, me and "dot dot dot" had been drifting further and further.In a day, u spoiled our YEARS of friendship.Come to think of it, at the start,i was REALLI silly and u realli SUCK to e core.oh yeahh.

okayy,lets get over it.my day in school was ~~ALRIGHT~~.Actually it could have been better,but MRS "lee" spoiled my ENTIRE day in school.The sight of her makes me wanna PUKE!omg.I'm not gonna get this any further as it spoils myy mood.=X

I ate porrige during recess and a cup of glass-jelly.Actually wanted to have soyabean.But didn't.=X.Then later in the afternoon,i had a honeydew and nothing else.after that went to the fruit stall outside and bought a pineapple plus jelly.i've spent my entire time with huiwen and shanmei.i DO enjoy it.l0ls.

thenn after huiwen left for her cca,mi n shanmei walked home together.As usual,we were singing when we reached the shelter area near my house.Then after we bid eachother goodbye and uHUGGIESu,i went home,have a quick hot bath and read the LIFE section of the straitstime newspaper.impressed with the articles inside.=))

later,i TRIED to finish my theory homework.but to no avail eh? i can't.got scolding as usual when i had my theory lesson later on.But teacher was kind enough to let mi off this time.kekeke.i was owaes so lucky. :)

then after lesson,i got hungryy! hungry till gastric pain !i think its because of the pineapple i ate just now.contains alot of acid!ughh.very pain!-aww- I had no choice but to cook some noodles.I felt so sinful after eating it.So i finishedd HALF of it and throw away the noodles left.haha.i felt so much better.=))

aniwae,i gonna REACH my goal.=DD

tryyingg to be grateful ferr wadd ii hab.

2005-08-17T02:56:00.000-07:00

wHahahas,,,,tudae ~~VERY~~w0rhhs!hahas.becoz of "dot dot dot"!l0ls.=DD

aniiwae,nthh fun happened todayy,accept dat we hab an hr ~~FREE~~ time ferr reading.d0ts.budd we were AINT reading!l0ls.we were SINGING!l0ls.

overall,i had a GOOD day todayy.=))

s0Bbiingg n0n-st0pp.

2005-08-12T01:41:00.000-07:00

oHh gaWdD...todayy dunoe ~~CRIIED~~ how manii tymes.juz cant seemed to st0p ~~SOBBING~~.tears kept welling in myy eyes,and tears kept falling over my face.

whiile listening to canon iin D, sad memories kept flooding myy miind. triied not to thinkk abt iit animorre.bud i juz cant do iit.

huiwenn,SORRI ferr making euu cryy.gladd dat u were derre when i niided companion der most.thx ferr owaes being dere ferr mi when i nidded euu.

lurrve yya.

s0rry guYys.

2005-08-12T00:37:00.000-07:00

diis few dayys i'd been VERY depressed.s0rry guyys iif i hab been such a pest to urr or had been irritatiing or whatsoeverr.

i'm s0rry.

hui,shan,kiim,janiice.

s0rrii ferr troubling urr overr myy worries.i had been such an idiot.haiix.

antHrr badd dDayy! d0ts.-depressed-

2005-08-11T23:16:00.000-07:00

eRrrm...tuday add sk0ol kiinda ~~SUCK~~.lOLs.still alright bahhs.gt back geography test paperr...myy results kiinda suckk bahhs.ughh!gt a thirty fourr onlii...!d0ts.huiwen diid veri well siia! shanmeii oso nt badd...kiimie gt ard the same as muiie.=). afterr geog was literature.as usual,i was kiinda feeling VERY sleepy during the lesson.ii guess i din slept well last night bahhs.=(

ttudayy gt literature and maths hmwkk.next week still needa pass up art hmwk siia!ughh! =X.my "zhuo ye" still haben do finishh.L0LS.

diis few dayys kiinda feeling VERY ~~MOODY~~! ughh!i felt TERRIBLE! overr dat "dot dot dot" thingyy.haiishh.i rEaLlii cant concertrate on marhh studies.haix.-sob sob-

luckilyy i hab some lovelyy fwends ard muiie who cheers mii upp and provides mii wib advices.bud, i realli DUNOE what to do le! realli.i'm feeling so troubledd.criied a river last night.

oHh gaWDd. cann euu tell mii wad shld ii do?

l4|alA~

2005-08-08T01:49:00.000-07:00

tOdayy skOol gt dat stupiid ~~BORING NATIONAL DAY~~ ~~CELEBRATION~~.d0ts! its realli freaking boringg.bud activities afterr datt was FUN! l0ls.changedd to outside clothes in sko0l's level three's toilet.l0ls.=DD.luckily no 'cherrs saw us.iff not diie.=))

okayy...so we ACTUALLI wantedd to go orchardd bud nort ENUFF time as the ~~GOD DAMN~~ cabbie(s) was filled wibb people.d0ts.waitedd SO long ferr the cab den later decided to go to Lot One insteadd.=X. countless cabbies passed by us filling wiib people if not the sign on top would be showing "hiredd".D0TS.we were god damn pissed off byy those fraking cabbies.bud aniwae, we called and hired a cabbie and made our way tooo L0t one.phEw~ finally.

denn when we reachedd L0t one,we quickly piia to the K bOx and spent three hours derre singing songs and enjoying ourselves! l0ls.=)).veri funn siia! 1st time go wiib kiim.hui and shann.=DD.took some pictures at the rooom wiib kiim.=)

so afterr datt we immediatelyy proceeded to the arcade when we took neo prints and stuff.den after datt we went to neo print shop and took anthr neoprints.d0se pictures quite nice bahhs.=').den mii and shan took anthr neoprints using the same machine.the pictures came out to be quite biig worhhs.quite nice to0~!kekeke.

so shortly after datt we took mrt to jurong east and took bus from derre and kiim was the one who alighted 1st.=(.den mi,hui and shan alightedd at th bustop nearr sko0l coz we needa buy "dong dong".so happie! bought le.bud haben try yett.l0ls.

overall i did had a nice day wiib dem.dey are derr ppl who lights up the candle of marhh lyfe.=).frends fer ev4! LURVE YYA!

2005-08-07T05:13:00.000-07:00

tomorrow gt ~~NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION~~! l0ls.kiinda hiigh! hahas.coz afterr datt gonna piia ORCHARD wiib my fellow ~~BUDDIES~~! hahas.wanna take neo worhhs. gonna hab funn! kekeke. gonna turrn in fer the night le. nite nite!

spots!n more spots!d0ts

2005-08-05T05:02:00.000-07:00

aRhh!!!myy once* ~~FLAWLESS~~ face iis filled wib ~~UNSIGHTLY~~ reddish ~~MARKS/SPOTS~~!omg!i feels lyk dying.how m i going to go out wib dis condition?! ughh!!!

2005-08-05T03:53:00.000-07:00

aNthrr HAPPIE dayy ad sko0L.l0ls.=DD

ttudayy gt geography ~~TEST~~ . d0ts.thiink i will fail bahhs.or pherhaps juz a pass.=X. afterr geography lesson ishh literature...ms teo's lesson. kiinda fun bahhs.hahas. she put all the grp's drawing of tha anna peacock.wahhahas.my grp's drawing berri ~~NICE~~ ! l0ls. i'm so pr0ud! hahas.

den afterr datt iis recess. spent it wiib kiim,shanmei and huiwenn. -as usual- l0ls.den its tyme ferr mr koh/ms lee's ~~BORING~~ lesson. gt back my maths ~~TEST PAPER~~ . done quite poorly. haiishh.i m OWAES nt good in maths.but i had tried to do my best in maths. bud,nahs.haix.=(

bud aniwae, ms lee/mr koh,gave us LOTS of maths hmwk to do in the hols.ughh!still gt complementaryy siia. needa piia le worhhs.=))

afterr datt iis science.yepps.mrs liim gave us practical ~~TEST~~. kiinda lame.-.- bud its easyy.kekeke.denn afterr skool mi,hui and shan went to mac's. den after datt three of us went ~~SEPERATE~~ ways.l0ls.shanmei go home den huiwen wanna watchh moviie (der island),i recommend her dehh worhhs! l0ls.den i went to meet meii.bud to my utmost surprise, she pangseh mii! d0ts.mii looking up and down fer herr siia! haiix.nvm.

den afterr datt,i went ferr ~~FACIAL~~! aww! marhh face paiin paiin siia.=X.and nw my face iis ~~FULL~~ of red marks datt kiinda looked lyk pimples dat are being enlarge.d0ts! i was so dejectedd.meii still kept onn reminding mii!hmpft. how m ii gonna go skool on monday iif my face haben recover? afer datt celebration thingy still needa go out wiib kiim deyy all.deyy still wanna take ~~NEO~~! omg.haiishh.-depressed-
~~myy face iish so ~~IMPORTANT~~.d0ts.~~

2005-08-04T01:28:00.000-07:00
hMm...ttudae 1st time posting a new prrofile w0rhhs.l0ls..no tiime marhhs.=X wEllz...todae ad sk00l wad quite fun barhhs.=)) eventhough dat mrr k0h make us stayy back too do the corrections and 10 qtns in the text book mus be completedd as punishment.ughh!d0ts.aniwae, we were singing all the way till after sk00l. l0ls. we were t0talli devotedd to singing! d0ts!=D

walkedd ttu derr busstop wiib kimberlynn and shanmeii.den shanmei and mi walked home togetherr. we were singing along the way home! l0ls.

finally

2005-07-16T23:38:00.000-07:00
finally created a blog!